The true betrayal……..

Why do I feel betrayed???

My own heart betrayed my decision……

And fell in love with you………

My own love betrayed me……

And you walked away……….

My own destiny betrayed me………

Even after trying….i can’t hate you……..

My own mind betrayed me……..

All the time you are on my mind……

My own heartbeats betrayed me…….

Every time my heart beats they call your name…..

My own   fate betrayed me………

And I was left alone…………….

It is nothing but true betrayal…..

My own life betrayed me……. 

By

( Soni )

How to convince you???

i don't know  how to convince you....

its the bitter truth of my life....

with this secret you hold my life...

its the mistake i have done...

its the sin i shouldn't have done...

but its was not in my control..

fighting with the world n my inner self...

i committed a sin which i can never tell...

its something hidden in the depth of my heart...

which was never known to any one...

you succeeded to reach that place...

i don't care after knowing  how much do u hate??

it was my fault...

for that i deserve what i have got...

i can see the hatred in your eyes

which i have never thought...

now m left with a broken heart...

in the dark night...

sometimes i laugh on my own plight...

trying to win the fight... 

By

( Soni )

"My love will never die..."

whenever i close my eyes i see you...

i can never explain how precious you are...

for me the day i meet you was my new start..

in the dark night you shined like a bright star...

with you everything seemed so special so worthy......

without you everything was worthless...

thought i have spent very less time....

but your thoughts have captured my mind....

today i know..i am alone....

but still i feel i have someone of my own...

you are always in my thoughts...

on my mind...who has won my heart....

now it beats only for you...

because of the promise i have made...

what ever happens my faith will not shake...

i know you loved me....its your truth or a lie...

but for me that was a question for my life....

no matter how much i have tried??...

but the truth is still alive...

my love for you can never die....

By

( Soni )

Only You

When I close my eyes…

The only thing I could see was you….

When I stepped in the outer world ..

That was the day I meet you…

When I understood the meaning the love..

That was the day I started loving you…

When I understood the meaning of life….

At that time my life was you…

When I was alone…..

The only support I had was you…

Now when I have everything in life…

The only thing I don’t have in my life is you….

By

( Soni )

Unforgettable Bike Ride....

i can never forget that bike ride...

with your loved ones....

on the winter evening on river side...

shining water seems so nice...

sitting on the side bench...

we were completely drenched...

in the rain of love...

with the singing birds all around...

it was heaven what we had found...

for once let me drown...

in your ocean deep eyes...

in which love i had always found..

everything was driving me crazy...

your scent was driving me insane...

everything seemed so hazy...

this new found feeling of mine...

but what ever it was divine...

with you everything seamed to be fine...

tears in my eyes i cant hide..

when ever i have u by my side...

i can never forget that bike ride...

with your loved ones....

on the winter evening on river side...

shining water seems so nice...

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                                                                          ( Soni )

Walking Miles....

its difficult to walk alone...

after with someone one you had walked miles...

with a broken heart..

its difficult to put a fake smile...

now i do smile....

tought is just for while...

now my eyes filled with tears...

fighting its own fear....

my eyes are still searching for you....

reminiscence of the time we were together...

no one can erase the scars other than you...

only you fill the dent in my heart...

it still hurts it still bleeds....

but without you it still can't breathe...

it call your name whenever it beats...

its difficult to walk alone...

after with someone one you had walked miles...

with a broken heart..

its difficult to put a fake smile...

BY

( Soni )

Once It Goes It Never Comes Back.....

its not that simple as it seems....

u wont get back time once it flees.....

i wish if i could get it back...

i wanted to improve where i lack...

what was my fault....

what wrong i did to you....

its the feeling i had for few....

when ever i close my eyes...

i found only you.....

then i realised my love for you...

in the morning sunshine...

when everything seems to be perfect n fine...

i was on cloud nine...

then i realised..u can never be mine...

destiny played its game....

now we can never be same...

those days will never come back...

i wanted to know where my love lacked...

you are the only one....

which i had ever desired....

who capable of setting 

my inner self on fire.....

its not that simple as it seems....

u wont get the time once it flees.....

i wish if i could get it back...

i wanted to improve where i lack...

    BY

   ( Soni )